A lot of times I wonder Why me? I don't wish this shit on anyone else So why me? I get so sick and tired of hearing people say, "just take your meds, they'll help, it will be okay." I'm so over it Because they don't. Sure they manage symptoms. But the true depression never… Continue reading Chemically Imbalanced
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The Curse of Familiarity (the darling doll chronicles)
I don't know why you left. I don't know why you never tried to talk to me. Or maybe I do. Maybe I know why and I'm afraid to say it out loud because In a way It feels like I'll hurt your feelings if I do. Sometimes I think about all the… Continue reading The Curse of Familiarity (the darling doll chronicles)
Quarantined Thoughts (2)
Sometimes I get into these moods where I shut down and blank out and space and I can no longer think straight. My brain will bounce around every good, bad, haunting, stupid, silly, ridiculous memory that I have, I swear and it is exhausting. I'll get asked the question, "what's wrong?" and I will reply… Continue reading Quarantined Thoughts (2)
alive & breathing
If all the heartbreak I've endured lately is going to do anything to me I'm going to make sure it doesn't kill me. I'm going to insist instead that it give me life. All of this heart ache and damage to my soul; to who I am as a person, It is not going… Continue reading alive & breathing
Cobwebs in my brain (2)
Here I am. I'm going crazy again. I'm losing my mind in a sense. Because of my monsters, the monsters that live deep inside of my head. My demons unravel my nerves and play jump rope. And as they skip across fine lines, I suddenly lose hope. And when I lose hope… Continue reading Cobwebs in my brain (2)
Unraveling my soul 