Sitting in silence. Staring at the wall. Floating with my demons. Drifting away from it all. Dancing with dissociative habits. Drowning in my pain. Folding inwards. My brain's at it again. Sitting in silence Wondering where the time goes As I'm staring out the window For hours on end. Hiding. Fighting. Slowly dying. I swear… Continue reading inward.

Alien Thoughts (1)

Here's the thing... The person you see is me. But also, she's not me. Not from what I can see. Here's the thing... I'm lost. But not for much longer. I can feel another Coming through. She's becoming stronger. I must do what I must do. And I have to be Ready for anything. I… Continue reading Alien Thoughts (1)

Shadow Self/ Shadow Work/ acceptance

You know what I see when I look into your eyes? Fire. Your soul is alive and it is unstoppable." Alice Alice in the Upside Down World   **work in progress**   Truth be told, I have been extremely cruel to myself over these last few months. Hell, what am I saying? It's been years… Continue reading Shadow Self/ Shadow Work/ acceptance

Chemically Imbalanced

A lot of times I wonder Why me? I don't wish this shit on anyone else So why me? I get so sick and tired of hearing people say, "just take your meds, they'll help, it will be okay." I'm so over it Because they don't. Sure they manage symptoms. But the true depression never… Continue reading Chemically Imbalanced