He says, I'm not trying to hurt you. I'm just trying to see how far I can push you Before you push back, Before you break into pieces. He says, I'm not trying to hurt you. I just want to twist my hands around you and see what I can do see what you can… Continue reading abuser
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fractured face
This decade tore me to pieces. I became multiple people in order to survive. I found myself begging, pleading, SCREAMING For a sign from the divine. Something to help me understand my journey. Something to reassure me that I'd be alright. This decade tore me to shreds. It created a monster inside of my head.… Continue reading fractured face
Healing Myself: 222
Each of my abusers tore down my character and made me feel like I was such a wasted piece of shit. Turns out, they were the pieces of shit. They projected all of their insecurities onto my being and all of that toxic sludge absorbed into my soul and I was so unhealthy and so… Continue reading Healing Myself: 222
The Road to Self Love
Learning to love myself again means... Speaking my truth, not being afraid. Remembering parts of myself that I got rid of because a man didn't like me that way. Reintroducing myself to the parts of me that I ignored/ pushed to the side for so many years all because I wanted to make a… Continue reading The Road to Self Love
“A monster’s lullaby,” no.111
Photo by mason cook on Pexels.com When I come out of it My hands are shaking And my arms feel like dead weight. My mind is asleep. I can't quite think straight. When I come out of it I know that my monsters have finally left To briefly rest. Oh, how I wish… Continue reading “A monster’s lullaby,” no.111
Unraveling my soul 