Don’t get me wrong…it sucks that I am where I am; that I feel how I feel; that I can’t give you what you need. It sucks. But what am I supposed to do? Sacrifice my needs in order to bring you peace? I refuse to deplete my energy and my sanity for any man.… Continue reading Pleasantly & Proudly Selfish
Tag: mental health
We call her mAlice
"We cast upon you an evil spell of selves." She is magic. She is the moon. She is galactic, the stars and beyond. So how dare you deny her of that beautiful recipe of human experience? How dare you. She is beyond brave. She is the definition of power. And you devour every ounce of… Continue reading We call her mAlice
Heartbreak Fever
Every time he crosses my mind, there is a literal pain in my heart. My chest tightens and my lungs suddenly forget how to release air. I know I've felt heartbreak before but this time it's hitting differently than any sort of pain I've felt before. The thought of him causes physical pain and I've… Continue reading Heartbreak Fever
hurting
I know that I can live without you, but that doesn't mean that I want to. Am I crazy? Am I batshit crazy for thinking that maybe you will come around? I am fucking crazy. Because you haven't made a sound. Weeks have gone by and all this time, you are silent. I miss you… Continue reading hurting
fractured face
This decade tore me to pieces. I became multiple people in order to survive. I found myself begging, pleading, SCREAMING For a sign from the divine. Something to help me understand my journey. Something to reassure me that I'd be alright. This decade tore me to shreds. It created a monster inside of my head.… Continue reading fractured face
Unraveling my soul 