The Road to Self Love

Learning to love myself again means...   Speaking my truth, not being afraid. Remembering parts of myself that I got rid of because a man didn't like me that way. Reintroducing myself to the parts of me that I ignored/ pushed to the side for so many years all because I wanted to make a… Continue reading The Road to Self Love

Shadow Self/ Shadow Work/ acceptance

You know what I see when I look into your eyes? Fire. Your soul is alive and it is unstoppable." Alice Alice in the Upside Down World   **work in progress**   Truth be told, I have been extremely cruel to myself over these last few months. Hell, what am I saying? It's been years… Continue reading Shadow Self/ Shadow Work/ acceptance

Chemically Imbalanced

A lot of times I wonder Why me? I don't wish this shit on anyone else So why me? I get so sick and tired of hearing people say, "just take your meds, they'll help, it will be okay." I'm so over it Because they don't. Sure they manage symptoms. But the true depression never… Continue reading Chemically Imbalanced

The Curse of Familiarity (the darling doll chronicles)

  I don't know why you left. I don't know why you never tried to talk to me. Or maybe I do. Maybe I know why and I'm afraid to say it out loud because In a way It feels like I'll hurt your feelings if I do.   Sometimes I think about all the… Continue reading The Curse of Familiarity (the darling doll chronicles)

Alien Thoughts (2)

Alice, You've reached the tipping point. Alice, you might want to steady Your balance. Alice... You might want to Ground yourself a bit. I know what it looks like When your nerves are fried And I see it under each eyelid. I did. You're going to split. You're going to trip. Alice, The tipping point… Continue reading Alien Thoughts (2)