Pleasantly & Proudly Selfish

Don’t get me wrong…it sucks that I am where I am; that I feel how I feel; that I can’t give you what you need. It sucks. But what am I supposed to do? Sacrifice my needs in order to bring you peace? I refuse to deplete my energy and my sanity for any man.… Continue reading Pleasantly & Proudly Selfish

Soaring Eagle

I set myself free the day I realized it is unhealthy to pretend that I didn't see what others showed me. I set myself free when I came to terms with the fact that it is unhealthy to live in a fantasy. When someone showed me or told me who they were, what they could… Continue reading Soaring Eagle

entirety (on saving myself)

You are the only one who can save you. Stop expecting others to do it for you. Stop getting frustrated when others can't. They can't because they aren't supposed to. You save yourself. You pick yourself up off the floor, wipe the tears and show up for your inner child who hurts but is still… Continue reading entirety (on saving myself)

carousel of depression

The one thing I hate the most about depression is that it is so unpredictable for me. I have gone weeks without feeling an ounce of sadness or worthlessness and then suddenly the chaotic carousel decides to run again and I can't jump off before it's spinning out of control and the friction from the… Continue reading carousel of depression