grieving – Unraveling my soul

entirety (on saving myself)

July 25, 2022July 25, 2022 A+H

You are the only one who can save you. Stop expecting others to do it for you. Stop getting frustrated when others can't. They can't because they aren't supposed to. You save yourself. You pick yourself up off the floor, wipe the tears and show up for your inner child who hurts but is still… Continue reading entirety (on saving myself)

when I saw her face

July 25, 2022July 25, 2022 A+H

Picture me actually thinking that she cast some sort of spell on him. I'm so desperate to believe that he was fooled into leaving me that I'm convincing myself that I saw evil in her eyes. Why? I guess I want to make myself feel better. Because it sucks to think she may actually be… Continue reading when I saw her face

Torn

May 23, 2022July 25, 2022 A+H

I'm a walking contradiction lately. I'm such an awful mess. You see, I've been so much happier and yet there is this immense amount of sadness and anger crawling around in my chest. I wish I could rip open my sternum and get rid of it. If only the monster would detach from my rib… Continue reading Torn