poetry and deep truths; welcome to my madness
*TW-self-harm/suicide I have a memory of my Mother grabbing hold of my wrist, a look of horror painted across her face, a distant scream, "How could you possibly do this?!" I have a faint memory, yet one so vivid at its best, of my father with tears in his eyes, a look of confusion, a… Continue reading Music Box Memories
I can feel her leaving and I'm like, why won't you stay? Why won't you stay? Tunnel vision. Every time I blink I see the stills from that heart shattering earth shattering soul crushing goodbye. I can feel her leaving and I don't know why. Why must you go? Please don't. Not yet. Not today.… Continue reading To the unknown alter…
Don’t get me wrong…it sucks that I am where I am; that I feel how I feel; that I can’t give you what you need. It sucks. But what am I supposed to do? Sacrifice my needs in order to bring you peace? I refuse to deplete my energy and my sanity for any man.… Continue reading Pleasantly & Proudly Selfish
"We cast upon you an evil spell of selves." She is magic. She is the moon. She is galactic, the stars and beyond. So how dare you deny her of that beautiful recipe of human experience? How dare you. She is beyond brave. She is the definition of power. And you devour every ounce of… Continue reading We call her mAlice
Every time he crosses my mind, there is a literal pain in my heart. My chest tightens and my lungs suddenly forget how to release air. I know I've felt heartbreak before but this time it's hitting differently than any sort of pain I've felt before. The thought of him causes physical pain and I've… Continue reading Heartbreak Fever
Unraveling my soul 