I can feel her leaving
and I’m like, why won’t you stay?
Why won’t you stay?
Tunnel vision.
Every time I blink
I see the stills from that heart shattering
earth shattering
soul crushing
goodbye.
I can feel her leaving and I don’t know why.
Why must you go?
Please don’t.
Not yet.
Not today.
We were only getting started.
You were connected to my soul once again
and it felt right.
Tell me that it didn’t feel right.
You can’t.
But you do.
I am too much for you.
You cannot breathe with me.
You cannot breathe without me.
How contradicting.
I wasn’t enough for you.
I can feel her spirit leaving even though she had only been here for a few days.
And I’m like, why won’t you stay?
Please stay.
I thought we were making progress
and now you’re going away.
Unraveling my soul 