We call her mAlice

“We cast upon you an

evil spell of selves.”

She is magic.

She is the moon.

She is galactic,

the stars and beyond.

So how dare you

deny her

of that beautiful recipe

of human experience?

How dare you.

She is beyond brave.

She is the definition of power.

And you devour

every ounce

of her precious soul.

You refuse

to give her the space

to bloom

like the magnificent sunflower

that she is.

I don’t get it.

I don’t understand you.

You are cruel.

You are malicious.

You are,


The moment any bit of happiness walks through the door,

you are so quick

to shove her out of the way

and sit in her place,

and develop your evil face.

You reject

the grace

of love.

You dismiss touch.

You numb her.


You take everything away

like it’s nothing.

You always act like it’s nothing.

And I don’t get that.

I don’t understand you.

You are malicious.

You are cruel.

You are,


Tell me, dear,

when you look at yourself

in the mirror,

are you proud of what you see?

Are you proud of what you see while you’re pretending to be me?!

Who is me, anyways?

Do either of us truly know?

I mean…

there are so many others...

too many


crawling around


Most of us play




only making an appearance

when the mania peaks.

But not you.

Oh no.

You always seem to come forth

and you are a temptress

ready to scorch

those who stand in your way.

You are quick to spew hate.

God forbid that you bite your tongue.

You’ll burn anyone

who stands too close to us.

When will enough ever be enough?

You cut down love with your anger.

It’s like you’ve got this thirst

for revenge.

It’s such a rush

for you to create such danger.

And it’s inevitable

that our sanity

is what you must

crush first,


You parade around with the misery.

You cause so much damage to our mind and to our body,

and to any body

who dares to know who we really are.

You don’t want them to know us.

So you silence us.

You take away our voice.

You shut me down

And you shut her down!

And her!

And her!

And her!

You turn the volume down

on our magic

and you cast evil spells

rolled with heavy violence.

Living beside you

is pure hell.

I will never like you.

I will never understand you

or why you are this way.

Will you please

just let me feel again?!

You’ve taken so much from us.

That’s enough!

Can you JUST

sit in the back for awhile?

Can you JUST

sew your FUCKING mouth shut and be quiet?!

Her voice needs to be heard.

My voice needs to be heard.

We deserve to be heard!

And seen!

And loved!

For once!

Enough is enough.

She deserves to feel love.

She needs to express herself.

She deserves to experience true happiness

and a gentleness,

an intimate touch upon her flesh.

No more of this hatred.

No more of this, Malice.

No more!

Because she is the sun.

She is the moon.

She is the stars.

She is everything and beyond.

And I am done

watching you wrap your noose

and cruel sense of reality around her neck.

I am SICK of watching you choke her lifeless.

You have to go.

You have to.


Let her own this body

and mind

and soul

once more.

You are not welcome here.

Leave us alone,


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