Sitting in silence. Staring at the wall. Floating with my demons. Drifting away from it all. Dancing with dissociative habits. Drowning in my pain. Folding inwards. My brain's at it again. Sitting in silence Wondering where the time goes As I'm staring out the window For hours on end. Hiding. Fighting. Slowly dying. I swear… Continue reading inward.
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You ask me if I will be honest. You want to know who I am from day to day. So I reply... Yes, I'll be honest. I'll show you exactly who I am and we'll see how long you stay.
Generational Curses part 1
When I think about generational curses in my lineage, I think about depression and anxiety. For me, it is depression that I consider to be the biggest curse I could ever run into. I want to break free but there are a few things I must understand wholeheartedly first. For me, breaking that curse does… Continue reading Generational Curses part 1
Healing Myself: 222
Each of my abusers tore down my character and made me feel like I was such a wasted piece of shit. Turns out, they were the pieces of shit. They projected all of their insecurities onto my being and all of that toxic sludge absorbed into my soul and I was so unhealthy and so… Continue reading Healing Myself: 222
Change; Reality; Glitches
I think it is time for a major change in my course. My journey has reached a point of many obstacles and I'm trying to figure out how to cross them. Moving past has not been easy. There seem to be booby traps (such a funny word pairing) everywhere. The minute I move swiftly past… Continue reading Change; Reality; Glitches
Unraveling my soul 