I've been trying to forgive you; trying to understand why you did what you did because I too was once foolish and selfish. I've been trying. But this process isn't easy. I keep thinking back to that moment, when you blankly stared at my face and told me you needed a break, only to come… Continue reading It takes time…
Author: A+H
Mental abuse survivor. Poet. Writer. Mental Health Advocate.
Believer. Things do get better.
My stories will come out slowly and some are not pretty, not glamorous, not okay at all. Please be advised.
Eclipse Energy
The eclipse is coming, the energy is majorly off and raw and I am shedding more skin on a soulful, cellular level during this time and I am beyond exhausted. I find myself wanting more alone time than usual to not only dissect the "problem" but also to try and come up with any sort… Continue reading Eclipse Energy
switch
It's always a shame whenever I have to push her away. She's so frail. I don't know if she will ever truly heal. I can't help but feel that I'm back to once again pick up the broken pieces; to be the adult. Because she can't be. Because she'll just cut herself on the shards… Continue reading switch
switching
I can feel her fading away again. I can feel myself coming forward, ready for battle, arming up my stronger weapons, my dead- set characteristics. Life has pushed her around too much. She's tired, this I know. And we know if she stays present, fast asleep we will fall. I can't let that happen. I've… Continue reading switching
do you have a different sewing kit?
Do not be fooled. I am falling apart at the seams. All while I am sewing myself back together using every tattered piece. I am not who you knew. I am not what you know. I am dead. I am gone. I am reborn into new skin. But it still doesn't feel like home. I… Continue reading do you have a different sewing kit?
Unraveling my soul 