It takes time…

I've been trying to forgive you; trying to understand why you did what you did because I too was once foolish and selfish. I've been trying. But this process isn't easy. I keep thinking back to that moment, when you blankly stared at my face and told me you needed a break, only to come… Continue reading It takes time…

You didn’t catch me

There I go again, placing all of the blame on myself like it's my fault. As if I'm the one who broke my own heart. There I go again, tumbling down the rolling hills, tripping over my words while the tears endlessly spill. I am not broken but I am certainly far from whole. I… Continue reading You didn’t catch me

Burnt Flesh (Do you see me?)

The madness doused me in gasoline. The pain struck the first match. The heartbreak sauntered over to me slowly and just like that I was screaming beneath the flames. Nothing will ever be the same, will it? Now that I am charred and scarred and covered in ash? But maybe I'm okay with that. The… Continue reading Burnt Flesh (Do you see me?)

hurricane love

you are a siren in the wind. a warning of pain that will not end. you are a piercing scream traveling through the air. a warning of coming darkness said with an endless flare. you are an echo of fright traveling through the night. my darling, you wrecked me with all of your might. your… Continue reading hurricane love

Wretched Toxicity: The Purge

You know that urgent sense of heaviness that consumes your body right before you're about to purge the emotions that you have so desperately been clinging onto? Your throat tightens, you feel this lump and you can't swallow, can't push it down, it just sits there, stagnant, waiting for you to let it all out.… Continue reading Wretched Toxicity: The Purge