I set myself free the day I realized it is unhealthy to pretend that I didn't see what others showed me. I set myself free when I came to terms with the fact that it is unhealthy to live in a fantasy. When someone showed me or told me who they were, what they could… Continue reading Soaring Eagle
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Torn
I'm a walking contradiction lately. I'm such an awful mess. You see, I've been so much happier and yet there is this immense amount of sadness and anger crawling around in my chest. I wish I could rip open my sternum and get rid of it. If only the monster would detach from my rib… Continue reading Torn
6 ft down
It's like I keep breaking over and over again. And I can't shake this feeling that I'm witnessing my own death. So many parts of me have been buried 6 feet down. So if you knew me then, you do not know me now.
“A monster’s lullaby,” no.111
Photo by mason cook on Pexels.com When I come out of it My hands are shaking And my arms feel like dead weight. My mind is asleep. I can't quite think straight. When I come out of it I know that my monsters have finally left To briefly rest. Oh, how I wish… Continue reading “A monster’s lullaby,” no.111
On the 4th hour, minute 44, she spoke to me.
Art by Alice / @artbymadness on Instagram 4:44 pm Start writing again. Please stop hiding behind the veil. Start living again. Please stop procrastinating the processes you must go thru in order to heal. Start moving again. You keep finding the fetal position to be safer than walking around, whether in the world or in… Continue reading On the 4th hour, minute 44, she spoke to me.
Unraveling my soul 