alive & breathing

  If all the heartbreak I've endured lately is going to do anything to me I'm going to make sure it doesn't kill me. I'm going to insist instead that it give me life. All of this heart ache and damage to my soul; to who I am as a person, It is not going… Continue reading alive & breathing

“A monster’s lullaby,” no.111

Photo by mason cook on Pexels.com     When I come out of it My hands are shaking And my arms feel like dead weight. My mind is asleep. I can't quite think straight. When I come out of it I know that my  monsters have finally left To briefly rest. Oh, how I wish… Continue reading “A monster’s lullaby,” no.111

Cobwebs in my brain (2)

    Here I am. I'm going crazy again. I'm losing my mind in a sense. Because of my monsters, the monsters that live deep inside of my head.   My demons unravel my nerves and play jump rope. And as they skip across fine lines, I suddenly lose hope. And when I lose hope… Continue reading Cobwebs in my brain (2)