poetry and deep truths; welcome to my madness
You are the only one who can save you. Stop expecting others to do it for you. Stop getting frustrated when others can't. They can't because they aren't supposed to. You save yourself. You pick yourself up off the floor, wipe the tears and show up for your inner child who hurts but is still… Continue reading entirety (on saving myself)
Picture me actually thinking that she cast some sort of spell on him. I'm so desperate to believe that he was fooled into leaving me that I'm convincing myself that I saw evil in her eyes. Why? I guess I want to make myself feel better. Because it sucks to think she may actually be… Continue reading when I saw her face
*written in January 2022: two months after break up and discovering the infidelity of it all* He's going through a mid-life crisis that you wouldn't be able to handle because you've got responsibilities, a kid. And your sobriety and sanity needs to stay in tact for all of that. Think about it. He's going through… Continue reading intuition says…
I've been trying to forgive you; trying to understand why you did what you did because I too was once foolish and selfish. I've been trying. But this process isn't easy. I keep thinking back to that moment, when you blankly stared at my face and told me you needed a break, only to come… Continue reading It takes time…
The eclipse is coming, the energy is majorly off and raw and I am shedding more skin on a soulful, cellular level during this time and I am beyond exhausted. I find myself wanting more alone time than usual to not only dissect the "problem" but also to try and come up with any sort… Continue reading Eclipse Energy
