I’ve been trying to forgive you; trying to understand why you did what you did because I too was once foolish and selfish. I’ve been trying. But this process isn’t easy. I keep thinking back to that moment, when you blankly stared at my face and told me you needed a break, only to come find out there was another woman taking my place. I can’t get past that pain; my stomach still turns when I think of that awful day. Some things are harder to forgive and I’m not quite sure I’m ready yet. I’ve been working on it though and maybe one day I’ll fully be able to let go.
-but you threw me one hell of a curve ball, you know?
Unraveling my soul 