Sitting in silence. Staring at the wall. Floating with my demons. Drifting away from it all. Dancing with dissociative habits. Drowning in my pain. Folding inwards. My brain's at it again. Sitting in silence Wondering where the time goes As I'm staring out the window For hours on end. Hiding. Fighting. Slowly dying. I swear… Continue reading inward.
Tag: healing
Grief is coming…
**I wrote this 4 days into the separation. As I rewrite and reread it now to document this journey, I realize so many truths that I did not see before. Clarity is one hell of a thing, man. What I hope this breakup teaches me is...I should NEVER have to beg a man to give… Continue reading Grief is coming…
Left Wondering
And I wonder, did you find someone else? Is that why you started going out all the time and leaving me at home all by myself? I wonder. Why did we suddenly become strangers? I would have never imagined that this is where we would be. And today would have been our anniversary. I wonder,… Continue reading Left Wondering
unspoken
and it is in your silence, that I hear everything. you're not fooling anyone. you must have forgotten that I feel every ounce of energy. your silence tells me everything. all that I didn't want to know, everything I didn't want to believe. your wordless mouth speaks volumes to me and that's exactly what I… Continue reading unspoken
Sorting the Chaos
The emotional side of me keeps repeating these incessant thoughts so I'm going to write them out and then sort them out... I could have been nicer. I could have loved him better. I could have shown him more affection. I should have shown him more of the side of me that he fell in… Continue reading Sorting the Chaos
Unraveling my soul 