poetry and deep truths; welcome to my madness
It was then... when you grabbed my waist, when your hands pulled me close, firmly gripping my hips, that I knew how desperately I needed you. It was then... when I felt your lips caress my skin; when you took hold of my face, gently pulling my chin, and you breathed life into my lungs,… Continue reading Introspective
Wage your war, soldier. How much blood will we spill tonight? How many hearts will we shatter just to feel like we fucking matter? Will we do it right? Tonight, we go to war. There is so much blood already on the floor. Tonight, we show our blessings the solid door. Tonight, we will slam… Continue reading Slashing Hearts
Forgive me if I'm quiet and don't have much to say. My heart hurts a little extra today. The sun came up and all I wanted to do was cover myself back up and hide underneath the covers. I'd rather be alone while my weary soul feels smothered by sadness; while my grief-stricken bones ache… Continue reading Processing Grief
Sitting in silence. Staring at the wall. Floating with my demons. Drifting away from it all. Dancing with dissociative habits. Drowning in my pain. Folding inwards. My brain's at it again. Sitting in silence Wondering where the time goes As I'm staring out the window For hours on end. Hiding. Fighting. Slowly dying. I swear… Continue reading inward.
Truly darling, there is no going back, only moving forward. So let me propel myself off of this cliff. Let me dive into perpetual darkness and I shall swim towards the hazy abyss. What's the matter, baby? You don't like me like this? You don't like when I tell you how it really is? How… Continue reading Cliff Diving
Unraveling my soul 