What a fool I am, to have such a big heart, to worry about you and wonder how you are. Because when I asked you and all you said was, "I'm doing fine" it ripped me to pieces because you didn't even take the time to ask me if I'm alright. You don't even care… Continue reading Foolish Girl, your heart is too big.
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Sorting the Chaos
The emotional side of me keeps repeating these incessant thoughts so I'm going to write them out and then sort them out... I could have been nicer. I could have loved him better. I could have shown him more affection. I should have shown him more of the side of me that he fell in… Continue reading Sorting the Chaos
This morning…
This morning I woke up to a very intense anxiety attack. I'm still trying to catch my breath. My ears have been ringing for hours (since last night) and my head has been spinning and my dreams were extremely chaotic. I am tired. No. I am exhausted. No, that word isn't strong enough either. I… Continue reading This morning…
You stopped dancing.
You held my heart so tight within your hands and our souls, they danced the sweetest little dance. And then one day you decided you no longer wanted to move with me so you threw my love away and now I sit here and wonder, was it all just a dream?
Dear me,
This is a short example of what happens when I am triggered and become (extremely) self-aware... Here I am. I've split and I hear myself talking and then I am outside of my body, listening to the words that are spewing out of my mouth and I'm like....NO. Don't say that. Why are you saying… Continue reading Dear me,
Unraveling my soul 