poetry and deep truths; welcome to my madness
And this is the part where I realize that there is still so much of my -self- that needs to be aired out and let go. My ego is shattering but the shards keep slicing me open and man, do they cut deep. I need to cauterize the wound. But it's not time. I am… Continue reading Self Reflection; Broken Mirrors
"Where does your head go when everything around you falls colorless and silent?" The little white owl asked Alice. Alice shook her head, sharply inhaled and replied, "Nowhere extraordinary but perhaps that's the point. Sometimes I draw it out... to give the colorless madness a voice."
Let's be honest. Do I even want to save myself? Do I even give a fuck if I fall apart? Let's be honest. I've not been kind to my body. I've not been smart with my heart. My lungs hurt more and more every day Because of all the smoke that I've sucked in… Continue reading Childish feelings but Validity says, “Let them breathe.”
A lot of times I wonder Why me? I don't wish this shit on anyone else So why me? I get so sick and tired of hearing people say, "just take your meds, they'll help, it will be okay." I'm so over it Because they don't. Sure they manage symptoms. But the true depression never… Continue reading Chemically Imbalanced
I shall forever Be misunderstood. And beautiful. And cursed. So beautifully broken And hopeless Yet always hoping For what? For peace. For peace. Written April 30th at 11:22pm
Unraveling my soul 