You know what I see when I look into your eyes? Fire. Your soul is alive and it is unstoppable." Alice Alice in the Upside Down World **work in progress** Truth be told, I have been extremely cruel to myself over these last few months. Hell, what am I saying? It's been years… Continue reading Shadow Self/ Shadow Work/ acceptance
Tag: borderline personality disorder
Alien Thoughts (2)
Alice, You've reached the tipping point. Alice, you might want to steady Your balance. Alice... You might want to Ground yourself a bit. I know what it looks like When your nerves are fried And I see it under each eyelid. I did. You're going to split. You're going to trip. Alice, The tipping point… Continue reading Alien Thoughts (2)
Quarantined Thoughts (2)
Sometimes I get into these moods where I shut down and blank out and space and I can no longer think straight. My brain will bounce around every good, bad, haunting, stupid, silly, ridiculous memory that I have, I swear and it is exhausting. I'll get asked the question, "what's wrong?" and I will reply… Continue reading Quarantined Thoughts (2)
When I split into pieces.
trigger warning I'm not sure of the exact moment Hannah began to walk out of the light but I'm pretty sure it started when she sat down with her boss on a hot and stuffy September morning and had to explain to him (for the first time ever) that her life was not as perfect… Continue reading When I split into pieces.
alive & breathing
If all the heartbreak I've endured lately is going to do anything to me I'm going to make sure it doesn't kill me. I'm going to insist instead that it give me life. All of this heart ache and damage to my soul; to who I am as a person, It is not going… Continue reading alive & breathing