I don't know what to write. Write what's on your mind. That's a dangerous game. Try me. I think I'd better opt out of this one. Just write it. Just say it. Stop bottling it up. You are poisoning your mind by stuffing it down inside. Tell me what you really want to say.… Continue reading self
Not so Grim Today
My last post was intense. I apologize for my outburst. However, clearly, I needed to vent those feelings out. I've had a tough few months. Since August I have been a little too negative, a little too hard on myself, a little too angry and really really sad. In August I lost my dog… Continue reading Not so Grim Today
today is grim.
What is the fucking point? Honestly. What is the goddamn point to all of this? I am so sick of feeling so broken. It never stops. It never goes away. How can I be okay one minute and destroyed two minutes later? I am so fucking sick of this shit. My head hurts… Continue reading today is grim.
“A monster’s lullaby,” no.111
Photo by mason cook on Pexels.com When I come out of it My hands are shaking And my arms feel like dead weight. My mind is asleep. I can't quite think straight. When I come out of it I know that my monsters have finally left To briefly rest. Oh, how I wish… Continue reading “A monster’s lullaby,” no.111
I’m not f’ing crazy. I’m just…damaged.
**trigger warning** You've got two black holes where your pretty eyes use to be. Two black holes staring blankly back at me. Where are you? Where did you go? Do you even know? My back is against the wall; your hands are around my neck and I'm crying, pleading, begging for you to… Continue reading I’m not f’ing crazy. I’m just…damaged.
Unraveling my soul 