Unraveling my soul

Childish feelings but Validity says, “Let them breathe.”

March 5, 2021 A+H

Let's be honest. Do I even want to save myself? Do I even give a fuck if I fall apart? Let's be honest. I've not been kind to my body. I've not been smart with my heart. My lungs hurt more and more every day Because of all the smoke that I've sucked in… Continue reading Childish feelings but Validity says, “Let them breathe.”

Symptoms of the seeker

February 10, 2021March 5, 2021 A+H

There is so much going on right now that I can't even think straight enough to put it into logical words. I've been doing a lot of research, digging deep down into the rabbit hole and it's been really life altering, earth shattering, mind boggling. I'm a mess. It's been hard to accept that so… Continue reading Symptoms of the seeker

She said, “let yourself breathe again…”

January 8, 2021March 5, 2021 A+H

I've been going through my notes on my phone today..it's where I write most of my thoughts down. (I'm trying to be better about actually using a piece of paper but some days it's easier to grab my phone instead of the journal. Baby steps.) Anyways...so I've been going through my notes and it's telling… Continue reading She said, “let yourself breathe again…”

Error 404 (The Awakening)

January 8, 2021March 5, 2021 A+H

Let me air this out... I don't know what happened to me. One day I just stopped hysterically laughing from my belly. I stopped dancing in the car. I just quit. I changed. I don't know when or how ...it just happened one day. Whether I am alone or with someone else, I am always… Continue reading Error 404 (The Awakening)

Quarantined Thoughts (part 444)

January 8, 2021March 5, 2021 A+H

How do I keep my sanity and my inner peace intact while the world is burning all around? Without being ignorant? I have no fucking clue. I'm either too passionate and pissed off or I am numb and could care less and I feel like I'll never achieve true HAPPINESS. How do I retain… Continue reading Quarantined Thoughts (part 444)