Symptoms of the seeker

There is so much going on right now that I can’t even think straight enough to put it into logical words. I’ve been doing a lot of research, digging deep down into the rabbit hole and it’s been really life altering, earth shattering, mind boggling. I’m a mess. It’s been hard to accept that so much of my life was purely social conditoning and …well, a lie. I’ve never felt so lost, yet…I finally feel like everything makes sense now. Where as before I opened my eyes and my mind, I felt like nothing made sense. I was so confused all the time but figured I was just crazy for thinking that there was more than what I’ve been present with all my life. Turns out I’m still crazy…but in the best way….because finally, my soul is free from the matrix. I’ve flipped the game upside down and the tables have turned and now, I feel more in control than ever before. But even as I type that, I am terrified and I am so fuxking tired. I’ve been teaching myself how to take every bit of information with a grain of salt. Sometimes it’s a handful of salt. Anything to help it go down with no taste, no feeling. Except for the headache. My brain has been reprogramming and it hurts. It’ll be okay though. I’m glad I woke up. Anyways. I’m just rambling at this point. If ever you are curious and want to discuss further with me, find me on instagram @teatime.444

But don’t do it unless you’re REALLY ready. This info will break you. The rabbit hole is not for the weak minded….

Much love to you.

Alice

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