What I'm learning now is... It's not JUST or ONLY the love shown by others, it is the love WITHIN, the act of falling in love with MYSELF that will save me from withering away.
You stopped dancing.
You held my heart so tight within your hands and our souls, they danced the sweetest little dance. And then one day you decided you no longer wanted to move with me so you threw my love away and now I sit here and wonder, was it all just a dream?
heartbroken & mixed emotions
I miss you. How is this so easy for you to do? To avoid contact. To not communicate at all. Do you not miss me too? You were my best friend. I don't understand how this could all fall apart. What happened to your heart? Don't you miss me? How is it that you cannot… Continue reading heartbroken & mixed emotions
Dear me,
This is a short example of what happens when I am triggered and become (extremely) self-aware... Here I am. I've split and I hear myself talking and then I am outside of my body, listening to the words that are spewing out of my mouth and I'm like....NO. Don't say that. Why are you saying… Continue reading Dear me,
crash & burn
I didn't deserve this at all. It hurts so much to be shown so much love just for it to be ripped to pieces and taken away so violently. You bulldozed the life out of me and no matter how hard I try, there is no more wholeness to be found. Not right now. Your… Continue reading crash & burn
Unraveling my soul 