"You're different these days..." "Of course I am! You don't think that shit changed me?? My world was obliterated. My heart was forcibly pryed open and left to bleed out; my mind was torn to shreds. I was basically given a lobotomy. My brain does not operate the same. My heart beat does not align… Continue reading Heartbreak Error
Tag: divorce
airing out the pain
This was written in early January 2022 *I feel the need to say this...the reason I am posting these raw thoughts regarding my recent break-up/heartbreak is that I believe there might be someone else who is going through this type of pain and I think it's important for humans to share our experiences in order… Continue reading airing out the pain
Karma
"Karma is gonna hit some of y'all real hard for breaking people who had nothing but good intentions for you."-Thinkology I got my Karma. This is my final conclusion. That's what I believe this recent break-up is...my karma for the bullshit I pulled in my other relationships when I was younger. See, I never truly… Continue reading Karma
(No Longer) Left Wondering (2)
Remember how you asked him if there was someone else and he looked you dead in the eye and said so confidently, "No." Remember how you sat on the bed next to him and cried and said, "I don't know why I feel so insecure. I want to trust that you are telling me the… Continue reading (No Longer) Left Wondering (2)
Heartbreak Fever
Every time he crosses my mind, there is a literal pain in my heart. My chest tightens and my lungs suddenly forget how to release air. I know I've felt heartbreak before but this time it's hitting differently than any sort of pain I've felt before. The thought of him causes physical pain and I've… Continue reading Heartbreak Fever
Unraveling my soul 