I set myself free the day I realized it is unhealthy to pretend that I didn't see what others showed me. I set myself free when I came to terms with the fact that it is unhealthy to live in a fantasy. When someone showed me or told me who they were, what they could… Continue reading Soaring Eagle
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when I saw her face
Picture me actually thinking that she cast some sort of spell on him. I'm so desperate to believe that he was fooled into leaving me that I'm convincing myself that I saw evil in her eyes. Why? I guess I want to make myself feel better. Because it sucks to think she may actually be… Continue reading when I saw her face
It takes time…
I've been trying to forgive you; trying to understand why you did what you did because I too was once foolish and selfish. I've been trying. But this process isn't easy. I keep thinking back to that moment, when you blankly stared at my face and told me you needed a break, only to come… Continue reading It takes time…
Heartbreak Error
"You're different these days..." "Of course I am! You don't think that shit changed me?? My world was obliterated. My heart was forcibly pryed open and left to bleed out; my mind was torn to shreds. I was basically given a lobotomy. My brain does not operate the same. My heart beat does not align… Continue reading Heartbreak Error
You didn’t catch me
There I go again, placing all of the blame on myself like it's my fault. As if I'm the one who broke my own heart. There I go again, tumbling down the rolling hills, tripping over my words while the tears endlessly spill. I am not broken but I am certainly far from whole. I… Continue reading You didn’t catch me
Unraveling my soul 