poetry and deep truths; welcome to my madness
I'm not saying your betrayal turned my heart stone cold, but it's definitely not as warm as it used to be. I'll never feel the same way again, that I know for sure. My heart mended months ago, but you took so many pieces with you, so there are holes where air seeps through, and… Continue reading hypothermia
*written in January 2022: two months after break up and discovering the infidelity of it all* He's going through a mid-life crisis that you wouldn't be able to handle because you've got responsibilities, a kid. And your sobriety and sanity needs to stay in tact for all of that. Think about it. He's going through… Continue reading intuition says…
"Karma is gonna hit some of y'all real hard for breaking people who had nothing but good intentions for you."-Thinkology I got my Karma. This is my final conclusion. That's what I believe this recent break-up is...my karma for the bullshit I pulled in my other relationships when I was younger. See, I never truly… Continue reading Karma
Remember how you asked him if there was someone else and he looked you dead in the eye and said so confidently, "No." Remember how you sat on the bed next to him and cried and said, "I don't know why I feel so insecure. I want to trust that you are telling me the… Continue reading (No Longer) Left Wondering (2)
I know that I can live without you, but that doesn't mean that I want to. Am I crazy? Am I batshit crazy for thinking that maybe you will come around? I am fucking crazy. Because you haven't made a sound. Weeks have gone by and all this time, you are silent. I miss you… Continue reading hurting
Unraveling my soul 