Unraveling my soul

This post is an excerpt from my book, Alice in the Upside Down The ground has shifted... I can feel it, deep within my bones.  Change is here. Yesterday is gone. Every single day is gone. I so desperately wanted to hold on. But those hours have slipped out of my hands. My bleeding, raw… Continue reading Meet me in the ocean of wildflowers

I am exhausted but I just woke up. I've only been awake for an hour. It's 9 A.M and usually by now, my day has begun. But this morning is different. This morning I don't want to get out of bed. I'd rather stay right where I'm at and forget the world exists. I'm not… Continue reading Alice & her Madness (4)

10:27am April 3 2019   Yesterday was a terrible day. I felt so ...broken. I don't really know how else to describe it. From the moment I woke up, I was really sick. (Food poisioning) And though I felt better throughout the day, depression crept in like the grim reaper and took me so fast.… Continue reading Alice & her Madness (3)

You tore into my scarred flesh with your pretty, manicured claws. Your bloody fangs, I can still feel them, The way they ripped right through the veins in my neck. Your daggers tore my skin wide open. I will never forget the way you made me feel When your hands crushed my airways, Forcing the… Continue reading Darling Little Doll, the toxic of them all.

Sometimes I get the urge to run away. Change my name. Reinvent my entire self. Become a different person who lives a completely different life. Sometimes I get the urge to burn my past in a fire and throw the now in with it too. It's nothing personal against anyone except myself. My mind puts… Continue reading Alice & her Madness (2)