Music is the drug I overdose on in order to get a grip. Play it as loud as I have to just to drown out the pain. Lyrics flood my mind; washing out the toxic sludge I call my thoughts. Finding peace within my wounds by the tune of a song. Drowning out the madness as… Continue reading Alice & her Madness (1)
Orchestrating Puppets
You read what I write But do you really hear me? ❤ I believe my thoughts are quite poisonous sometimes. The monsters that live inside of my head like to drink. Heavily. Demons just love their poison." Alice A.H. Do you ever feel as if you are not in control of your own… Continue reading Orchestrating Puppets
Don’t dim your shine.
Today I am officially promising myself that I will never ignore another red flag ever again. Today I am turning over a new leaf and I will no longer wonder what the old ones once looked like. It is time to let go.... Of Bad habits. Of Bad behavior. Of Patterns. Insanity does not have… Continue reading Don’t dim your shine.
Silent Struggles Spoken
One thing I desperately need to work on when it comes to myself is how hard it is for me to let go. Sometimes, I know I do it to myself...when I get caught up in my own thoughts and I don't even try to snap myself out of it. I just day dream and… Continue reading Silent Struggles Spoken
Things I’ve learned from green eggs & ham (part 1)
You cannot force anyone to want you. You cannot demand someone to know what they want. Just because something works for you, doesn't mean it works for someone else. You can feel like someone belong's in your life all you want... but if that person doesn't feel that you belong in theirs, then you leave… Continue reading Things I’ve learned from green eggs & ham (part 1)
Unraveling my soul 