trigger warning I'm not sure of the exact moment Hannah began to walk out of the light but I'm pretty sure it started when she sat down with her boss on a hot and stuffy September morning and had to explain to him (for the first time ever) that her life was not as perfect… Continue reading When I split into pieces.
alive & breathing
If all the heartbreak I've endured lately is going to do anything to me I'm going to make sure it doesn't kill me. I'm going to insist instead that it give me life. All of this heart ache and damage to my soul; to who I am as a person, It is not going… Continue reading alive & breathing
I won’t stop growing.
I will continue to use my voice to tell my story and express my demons and my darkness. I will continue to talk about my mental health, my struggles, my experiences, my insecurities. I will bring light to the subjects that matter. I will keep sharing others words along with my own. I won't shut… Continue reading I won’t stop growing.
Silly Silly Silly Snake
What do I want to say? I'm angry. I'm royally pissed off. I'm so thrown off course that I'm not sure if I'll recover my original path ever again. I guess I wasn't supposed to. If I'm trusting the universe and all the curve balls it throws at me... if I'm trusting that there is… Continue reading Silly Silly Silly Snake
Quarantined Thoughts
I've had this ache in my belly for months. This hollow, unsettling feeling has swelled so much and it's accompanied by stress and worry and sadness. I've been so physically bloated, even on days I don't eat the whole pantry and I'm starting to think it's because I internalize all this shit. All these thoughts… Continue reading Quarantined Thoughts
Unraveling my soul 