You are the only one who can save you. Stop expecting others to do it for you. Stop getting frustrated when others can't. They can't because they aren't supposed to. You save yourself. You pick yourself up off the floor, wipe the tears and show up for your inner child who hurts but is still… Continue reading entirety (on saving myself)
when I saw her face
Picture me actually thinking that she cast some sort of spell on him. I'm so desperate to believe that he was fooled into leaving me that I'm convincing myself that I saw evil in her eyes. Why? I guess I want to make myself feel better. Because it sucks to think she may actually be… Continue reading when I saw her face
A Self-Love Story
One day you're going to shine. One day you are going to rise. One day you're going to wonder how you ever settled for him to be your protector. You're going to see that you deserved so much better. You're going to be okay on your own. You don't need anyone to prove your worth.… Continue reading A Self-Love Story
*written in January 2022: two months after break up and discovering the infidelity of it all* He's going through a mid-life crisis that you wouldn't be able to handle because you've got responsibilities, a kid. And your sobriety and sanity needs to stay in tact for all of that. Think about it. He's going through… Continue reading intuition says…
Winter came early that year
And just like that you leave like the seasons when I'm just getting comfortable. You leave and our whole life drops to the ground. It smashes without a sound. There is only silence like in the middle of winter and snow is all around and it's cold. Your heart is so cold.