poetry and deep truths; welcome to my madness
And I wonder, did you find someone else? Is that why you started going out all the time and leaving me at home all by myself? I wonder. Why did we suddenly become strangers? I would have never imagined that this is where we would be. And today would have been our anniversary. I wonder,… Continue reading Left Wondering
If this pain does me any good...it will be found in my poetry."A+H I feel sick to my stomach. I feel like I am going insane. I don't know what to do except take everything day by day. But how do I focus when my whole world has fallen apart? How do I keep going… Continue reading Bloody pieces of my heart
I hate how much I miss you. I hate how much I cannot shake you. I hate how much I cannot hate you. Not one bit. This would be so much easier if you had treated me like shit throughout the last 6 years but you didn't. You treated me like a damn princess. So… Continue reading Lost Lover (2)
and it is in your silence, that I hear everything. you're not fooling anyone. you must have forgotten that I feel every ounce of energy. your silence tells me everything. all that I didn't want to know, everything I didn't want to believe. your wordless mouth speaks volumes to me and that's exactly what I… Continue reading unspoken
I wish you would have let me in. I wish you would have believed me all the times that I said I'd be there for you. We were a team. At least, we were supposed to be. And I know that there were many times that I was completely self absorbed with my own problems… Continue reading Hopeless Fool
Unraveling my soul 