Lost Lover (2)

I hate how much I miss you. I hate how much I cannot shake you. I hate how much I cannot hate you. Not one bit. This would be so much easier if you had treated me like shit throughout the last 6 years but you didn’t. You treated me like a damn princess. So how can I hate you??? I guess, if anything, I want to thank you. You may have broken my heart but at least you showed me, you helped me find my worth. I will never settle for less the way that I did before you came along. My standards are set high now, way above the bar. Because you taught me that I am worth all of the greatest love, from here to the stars. I don’t know how to process this loss quite yet, and I still have hope that maybe you’ll cross paths with me again. But…until then…a part of me is gone and I hate how much I cannot hate you or blame you for doing me wrong.
A+H