I've been writing you letters that I'll probably never send. They've been helping me find closure, I guess. I miss you more than I thought I would. And I wish you knew. I wish you knew.
I deserve peace And if you aren't going to give that to me Then I'm going to leave.
inward.
Sitting in silence. Staring at the wall. Floating with my demons. Drifting away from it all. Dancing with dissociative habits. Drowning in my pain. Folding inwards. My brain's at it again. Sitting in silence Wondering where the time goes As I'm staring out the window For hours on end. Hiding. Fighting. Slowly dying. I swear… Continue reading inward.
Are you happy now?
I hope everything that you own still smells like me and I hope that every time you wear that hoodie that I loved so much that you feel a tug at your heartstrings and I hope you feel like you are wrapped up in my touch. I hope you realize what we had and I… Continue reading Are you happy now?
Grief is coming…
**I wrote this 4 days into the separation. As I rewrite and reread it now to document this journey, I realize so many truths that I did not see before. Clarity is one hell of a thing, man. What I hope this breakup teaches me is...I should NEVER have to beg a man to give… Continue reading Grief is coming…
Unraveling my soul 