There I go again, placing all of the blame on myself like it's my fault. As if I'm the one who broke my own heart. There I go again, tumbling down the rolling hills, tripping over my words while the tears endlessly spill. I am not broken but I am certainly far from whole. I… Continue reading You didn’t catch me
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Karma
"Karma is gonna hit some of y'all real hard for breaking people who had nothing but good intentions for you."-Thinkology I got my Karma. This is my final conclusion. That's what I believe this recent break-up is...my karma for the bullshit I pulled in my other relationships when I was younger. See, I never truly… Continue reading Karma
(No Longer) Left Wondering (2)
Remember how you asked him if there was someone else and he looked you dead in the eye and said so confidently, "No." Remember how you sat on the bed next to him and cried and said, "I don't know why I feel so insecure. I want to trust that you are telling me the… Continue reading (No Longer) Left Wondering (2)
Old photos
It's okay to reminisce.It's okay to remember how it was back then.It's okay to even smile when you dolook back...because all of those memories...how can one truly forget?But you can't stay there.You have to snap back to realityand realizethat that's all it is anymore...a memory.Distant.Cold.Not much life living there anymore.Don't make it harder than it… Continue reading Old photos
hurting
I know that I can live without you, but that doesn't mean that I want to. Am I crazy? Am I batshit crazy for thinking that maybe you will come around? I am fucking crazy. Because you haven't made a sound. Weeks have gone by and all this time, you are silent. I miss you… Continue reading hurting