poetry and deep truths; welcome to my madness
I didn't deserve this at all. It hurts so much to be shown so much love just for it to be ripped to pieces and taken away so violently. You bulldozed the life out of me and no matter how hard I try, there is no more wholeness to be found. Not right now. Your… Continue reading crash & burn
I know it well...this home I've made out of hell. Here's to the villain I will become because I can no longer stay still and numb.
I feel like I knew that it was over before it was actually over. It's like my higher self was sorting things out and preparing us for what was to come. My heart knew it was over. Deep down in my gut, I knew. I just refused to believe it. Because who wants to believe… Continue reading Lost Lover
And in an instant, my whole world came crashing down. I have no idea what to do or what to think or where to go. I am lost. I am confused. I am broken. My heart has shattered and I don't know what to do with all of these pieces. Please God, be with me.… Continue reading My life in ashes
What the fuck, though? Why did you do what you did? Why did you chose that shit over me? And our family? I don't fucking get it. After all this time, I don't fucking get it. We had something good. But you turned toxic on me. You treated me so well at first. But you… Continue reading Heal: part 1 of speaking my truth
Unraveling my soul 