Remember how you asked him if there was someone else and he looked you dead in the eye and said so confidently, "No." Remember how you sat on the bed next to him and cried and said, "I don't know why I feel so insecure. I want to trust that you are telling me the… Continue reading (No Longer) Left Wondering (2)
Tag: healing my heart
Infidelity
I've been gutted and I don't have it in me to clean up the mess. So just let me bleed... the wound will clot and I will cauterize the flesh and move on... eventually... eventually.
hurting
I know that I can live without you, but that doesn't mean that I want to. Am I crazy? Am I batshit crazy for thinking that maybe you will come around? I am fucking crazy. Because you haven't made a sound. Weeks have gone by and all this time, you are silent. I miss you… Continue reading hurting
Reminder to myself for when the heartache feels conflicting
If he wanted to, he would put in the effort.If he wanted you, he would stop letting time continue to divide the two of you further and further.
Unraveling my soul 