poetry and deep truths; welcome to my madness
I'm a walking contradiction lately. I'm such an awful mess. You see, I've been so much happier and yet there is this immense amount of sadness and anger crawling around in my chest. I wish I could rip open my sternum and get rid of it. If only the monster would detach from my rib… Continue reading Torn
"She is nobody to me.She's only a friend. Everyone knows that you are mine and I wouldn't do that to you. No, you are not crazy. It's okay. I love you.You have nothing to worry about." He lied to keep the peace. He couldn't face the truth; he couldn't come to terms with any of… Continue reading My gut never lies but you do…
"You're different these days..." "Of course I am! You don't think that shit changed me?? My world was obliterated. My heart was forcibly pryed open and left to bleed out; my mind was torn to shreds. I was basically given a lobotomy. My brain does not operate the same. My heart beat does not align… Continue reading Heartbreak Error
There I go again, placing all of the blame on myself like it's my fault. As if I'm the one who broke my own heart. There I go again, tumbling down the rolling hills, tripping over my words while the tears endlessly spill. I am not broken but I am certainly far from whole. I… Continue reading You didn’t catch me
Forgive me if I'm quiet and don't have much to say. My heart hurts a little extra today. The sun came up and all I wanted to do was cover myself back up and hide underneath the covers. I'd rather be alone while my weary soul feels smothered by sadness; while my grief-stricken bones ache… Continue reading Processing Grief
Unraveling my soul 