Feels like the sky is closing in. The clouds hurdling at full speed. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe! There's an ocean of panic inside of me, blood boiling over the cracks of the imperfect physique. My mind is swelling and the riptide is bound to catch up to me. I must… Continue reading waves of delirium
Spring Cleaning
There is this dark corner within my heart that's been covered in cob webs and dust for quite some time now and here you come with a dust buster ready to clear away all these things that have held me down for far too long. You're peeling the spider webs away from my wings, you're… Continue reading Spring Cleaning
My gut never lies but you do…
"She is nobody to me.She's only a friend. Everyone knows that you are mine and I wouldn't do that to you. No, you are not crazy. It's okay. I love you.You have nothing to worry about." He lied to keep the peace. He couldn't face the truth; he couldn't come to terms with any of… Continue reading My gut never lies but you do…
Heartbreak Error
"You're different these days..." "Of course I am! You don't think that shit changed me?? My world was obliterated. My heart was forcibly pryed open and left to bleed out; my mind was torn to shreds. I was basically given a lobotomy. My brain does not operate the same. My heart beat does not align… Continue reading Heartbreak Error
Vulnerability
Because the truth is, I'm fucking terrified to reveal who I am at night when all the lights are turned off and the darkness within is unleashed. I'm not as pretty then as I usually feel. Such a senseless thought, but it's one that is real. My demons are filthy. My heart stews in bloody… Continue reading Vulnerability