As much as this pain hurts, I also feel this weight lifting, and it's quite a relief, to know that I was not paranoid, I was not crazy, I was not feeling insecure for no reason. It's shitty how you looked me in the eyes and told me I had nothing to cry about, nothing… Continue reading (No longer) Left Wondering
Heartbreak Fever
Every time he crosses my mind, there is a literal pain in my heart. My chest tightens and my lungs suddenly forget how to release air. I know I've felt heartbreak before but this time it's hitting differently than any sort of pain I've felt before. The thought of him causes physical pain and I've… Continue reading Heartbreak Fever
Infidelity
I've been gutted and I don't have it in me to clean up the mess. So just let me bleed... the wound will clot and I will cauterize the flesh and move on... eventually... eventually.
Old photos
It's okay to reminisce.It's okay to remember how it was back then.It's okay to even smile when you dolook back...because all of those memories...how can one truly forget?But you can't stay there.You have to snap back to realityand realizethat that's all it is anymore...a memory.Distant.Cold.Not much life living there anymore.Don't make it harder than it… Continue reading Old photos
hurting
I know that I can live without you, but that doesn't mean that I want to. Am I crazy? Am I batshit crazy for thinking that maybe you will come around? I am fucking crazy. Because you haven't made a sound. Weeks have gone by and all this time, you are silent. I miss you… Continue reading hurting
Unraveling my soul 