poetry and deep truths; welcome to my madness
Picture me actually thinking that she cast some sort of spell on him. I'm so desperate to believe that he was fooled into leaving me that I'm convincing myself that I saw evil in her eyes. Why? I guess I want to make myself feel better. Because it sucks to think she may actually be… Continue reading when I saw her face
One day you're going to shine. One day you are going to rise. One day you're going to wonder how you ever settled for him to be your protector. You're going to see that you deserved so much better. You're going to be okay on your own. You don't need anyone to prove your worth.… Continue reading A Self-Love Story
*written in January 2022: two months after break up and discovering the infidelity of it all* He's going through a mid-life crisis that you wouldn't be able to handle because you've got responsibilities, a kid. And your sobriety and sanity needs to stay in tact for all of that. Think about it. He's going through… Continue reading intuition says…
And just like that you leave like the seasons when I'm just getting comfortable. You leave and our whole life drops to the ground. It smashes without a sound. There is only silence like in the middle of winter and snow is all around and it's cold. Your heart is so cold.
Don't let your burn out burn down your whole fucking life. Make time for yourself. You deserve it, alright? There is more to life than working yourself down to the bone. You're not allowed to quit when it becomes challenging or you become too stressed but you are allowed to take a break and rest.… Continue reading Self Care
Unraveling my soul 