Here’s the thing…
The person you see is me.
But also, she’s not me.
Not from what I can see.
Here’s the thing…
I’m lost.
But not for much longer.
I can feel another
Coming through.
She’s becoming stronger.
I must do
what I must do.
And I have to be
Ready for anything.
I have to be
Ready for anyone
To take over.
What does that mean?
Means another part of me
Has had enough.
She can’t bluff.
Not her way through this madness.
It’s pure sadness
To watch her fade away.
Here’s the thing…
I make no sense to me
So why would I possibly make sense to you?
Written April 6th, 2020
Edited March 5, 2021