poetry and deep truths; welcome to my madness
And just like that you leave like the seasons when I'm just getting comfortable. You leave and our whole life drops to the ground. It smashes without a sound. There is only silence like in the middle of winter and snow is all around and it's cold. Your heart is so cold.
The first of many lives. Born again. More wise even in young age. Old soul. Confident as a person. Very certain. Not easily intimidated. Reasons being this way? Because I lived once before. All the lessons received, I learned from them. I became wiser. Smarter. Ready to experience life all over again. -Rebirth: Someone new… Continue reading I’ve been here before…
I'm a walking contradiction lately. I'm such an awful mess. You see, I've been so much happier and yet there is this immense amount of sadness and anger crawling around in my chest. I wish I could rip open my sternum and get rid of it. If only the monster would detach from my rib… Continue reading Torn
I've been trying to forgive you; trying to understand why you did what you did because I too was once foolish and selfish. I've been trying. But this process isn't easy. I keep thinking back to that moment, when you blankly stared at my face and told me you needed a break, only to come… Continue reading It takes time…
There is this dark corner within my heart that's been covered in cob webs and dust for quite some time now and here you come with a dust buster ready to clear away all these things that have held me down for far too long. You're peeling the spider webs away from my wings, you're… Continue reading Spring Cleaning
