poetry and deep truths; welcome to my madness
And even amongst all my bitter sadness and grief and anger and lack of sleep, I still miss you and I continue to wish that you would come home to me. What does that say about my heart? That it's too big? Too forgiving? Too naive to wish we may not forever be apart, that… Continue reading I’m good at drowning
It looks like We've been drinking. It looks like We've been overthinking. And we are both So tired. So of course Our minds Drift towards one another Every time. Of course We consistently fall In love with each other. Because we are us. We are an irreversible fate. We are...together... Even when it's too late.
I've been writing you letters that I'll probably never send. They've been helping me find closure, I guess. I miss you more than I thought I would. And I wish you knew. I wish you knew.
And I wonder, did you find someone else? Is that why you started going out all the time and leaving me at home all by myself? I wonder. Why did we suddenly become strangers? I would have never imagined that this is where we would be. And today would have been our anniversary. I wonder,… Continue reading Left Wondering
If this pain does me any good...it will be found in my poetry."A+H I feel sick to my stomach. I feel like I am going insane. I don't know what to do except take everything day by day. But how do I focus when my whole world has fallen apart? How do I keep going… Continue reading Bloody pieces of my heart
Unraveling my soul 