Forgive me if I'm quiet and don't have much to say. My heart hurts a little extra today. The sun came up and all I wanted to do was cover myself back up and hide underneath the covers. I'd rather be alone while my weary soul feels smothered by sadness; while my grief-stricken bones ache… Continue reading Processing Grief
Tag: heartbreak
Risk
What a wicked game of Russian roulette, love is. How someone can go from spilling their adorations for you all over your soul to suddenly becoming so heartless and placing a gun to your temple and pulling the trigger and the aftermath is so bloody and bitter and you wonder, "How did we end up… Continue reading Risk
Karma
"Karma is gonna hit some of y'all real hard for breaking people who had nothing but good intentions for you."-Thinkology I got my Karma. This is my final conclusion. That's what I believe this recent break-up is...my karma for the bullshit I pulled in my other relationships when I was younger. See, I never truly… Continue reading Karma
Heartbreak Fever
Every time he crosses my mind, there is a literal pain in my heart. My chest tightens and my lungs suddenly forget how to release air. I know I've felt heartbreak before but this time it's hitting differently than any sort of pain I've felt before. The thought of him causes physical pain and I've… Continue reading Heartbreak Fever
Infidelity
I've been gutted and I don't have it in me to clean up the mess. So just let me bleed... the wound will clot and I will cauterize the flesh and move on... eventually... eventually.