"You're different these days..." "Of course I am! You don't think that shit changed me?? My world was obliterated. My heart was forcibly pryed open and left to bleed out; my mind was torn to shreds. I was basically given a lobotomy. My brain does not operate the same. My heart beat does not align… Continue reading Heartbreak Error
Tag: heartbreak
You didn’t catch me
There I go again, placing all of the blame on myself like it's my fault. As if I'm the one who broke my own heart. There I go again, tumbling down the rolling hills, tripping over my words while the tears endlessly spill. I am not broken but I am certainly far from whole. I… Continue reading You didn’t catch me
hurricane love
you are a siren in the wind. a warning of pain that will not end. you are a piercing scream traveling through the air. a warning of coming darkness said with an endless flare. you are an echo of fright traveling through the night. my darling, you wrecked me with all of your might. your… Continue reading hurricane love
wake me up
This morning I woke up half dead. I cannot clear these incessant thoughts that keep replaying in my head. I wish I could forget you but I can't and I guess it's because I don't really want to. I am so tired of sitting next to death's door. I would love to wake up and… Continue reading wake me up
airing out the pain
This was written in early January 2022 *I feel the need to say this...the reason I am posting these raw thoughts regarding my recent break-up/heartbreak is that I believe there might be someone else who is going through this type of pain and I think it's important for humans to share our experiences in order… Continue reading airing out the pain
Unraveling my soul 