What a fool I am, to have such a big heart, to worry about you and wonder how you are. Because when I asked you and all you said was, "I'm doing fine" it ripped me to pieces because you didn't even take the time to ask me if I'm alright. You don't even care… Continue reading Foolish Girl, your heart is too big.
Tag: free verse poetry
This morning…
This morning I woke up to a very intense anxiety attack. I'm still trying to catch my breath. My ears have been ringing for hours (since last night) and my head has been spinning and my dreams were extremely chaotic. I am tired. No. I am exhausted. No, that word isn't strong enough either. I… Continue reading This morning…
Lost Lover
I feel like I knew that it was over before it was actually over. It's like my higher self was sorting things out and preparing us for what was to come. My heart knew it was over. Deep down in my gut, I knew. I just refused to believe it. Because who wants to believe… Continue reading Lost Lover
My life in ashes
And in an instant, my whole world came crashing down. I have no idea what to do or what to think or where to go. I am lost. I am confused. I am broken. My heart has shattered and I don't know what to do with all of these pieces. Please God, be with me.… Continue reading My life in ashes
Self Reflection; Broken Mirrors
And this is the part where I realize that there is still so much of my -self- that needs to be aired out and let go. My ego is shattering but the shards keep slicing me open and man, do they cut deep. I need to cauterize the wound. But it's not time. I am… Continue reading Self Reflection; Broken Mirrors