poetry and deep truths; welcome to my madness
And I wonder, did you find someone else? Is that why you started going out all the time and leaving me at home all by myself? I wonder. Why did we suddenly become strangers? I would have never imagined that this is where we would be. And today would have been our anniversary. I wonder,… Continue reading Left Wondering
The emotional side of me keeps repeating these incessant thoughts so I'm going to write them out and then sort them out... I could have been nicer. I could have loved him better. I could have shown him more affection. I should have shown him more of the side of me that he fell in… Continue reading Sorting the Chaos
What I'm learning now is... It's not JUST or ONLY the love shown by others, it is the love WITHIN, the act of falling in love with MYSELF that will save me from withering away.
I know it well...this home I've made out of hell. Here's to the villain I will become because I can no longer stay still and numb.
I feel like I knew that it was over before it was actually over. It's like my higher self was sorting things out and preparing us for what was to come. My heart knew it was over. Deep down in my gut, I knew. I just refused to believe it. Because who wants to believe… Continue reading Lost Lover
Unraveling my soul 